Dichotomy

With thread
taut around my lungs,
constricting my throat

and only a crackling,
multi-colored blackhole
of thoughts
urging my legs to sprint

Release, release,
where are you?

thum thump
thum thump
thum thump
until I can’t wait anymore

in my labored breathing I find
a rainbow of light wailing
toward heaven

an urgent embrace

~

“And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” Philipphians 4:7 ESV