Thoughts
This is what she wants most in the world. To have wisdom. She often feels as if she knows nothing.
She'll often sit and think. It's a risky task to actually think. People are taught to follow the crowd. Be robots. Don't have your own opinion. Don't think. If someone opposes the opinion that the world has given you then respond with nonsense profanity.
But how is one not to think? How do you not think about the issues at hand? People aren't aware. They aren't aware that creating an opinion requires more than sitting back and hoping for the best. It requires research, understanding, and empathy.